4:44(Explicit)

4:44 (Explicit) - Jay-Z

Written by：Shawn Carter/Dion Wilson/Kanan Keeney

Do I find it so hard

我发现这一切如此艰难

When I know in my heart

当我了解自己的内心

I'm letting you down everyday

每一天 我都让你失望透顶

Letting you down everyday

每一天 都让你失望透顶

Why do I keep on running away

为何我要一直奔波不停

Look

看

I apologize often womanize

与众多女孩暧昧不清 我深感抱歉

Took for my child to be born

在我第一个孩子出生之时

See through a woman's eyes

我看到了人们眼中的质疑

Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles

但随着双胞胎的出生 我相信了奇迹

Took me too long for this song

我沉寂了很长时间 才发布这首专辑

I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris

我配不上你 在Paris专辑发表之时 我公布了和你的关系

Please come back to Rome you make it home

请回到我身旁 只有你在我的心才够完整

We talked for hours when you were on tour

我们曾经无话不谈 你在旅行之中也会和我联系频繁

Please pick up the phone pick up the phone

请接我的电话 接我的电话

Said don't embarrass me instead of be mine

我说不要让我难堪 而不是说做我的唯一

That was my proposal for us to go steady

这是我的建议 让我们确定恋爱关系

That was your 21st birthday you mature faster than me

这是你的21岁生日 你比我成熟老练

I wasn't ready so I apologize

我还没有做好准备 所以我很抱歉

I've seen the innocence leave your eyes

我看到你褪去眼中的稚气

I still mourn this death I apologize for all the stillborns

我仍然为这个逝去的生命感到哀痛 我为所有夭折的生命感到抱歉

'Cause I wasn't pressing your body wouldn't accept it

因为我没有注意到你身体的异样

I apologize to all the woman whom I

我向曾经暧昧不清的女人道歉

Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless

因为我冷漠无情 玩弄了你们的感情

I apologize 'cause at your best you are love

我很抱歉 因为你们对我付出了全心全意的爱

And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about

因为我没有兑现自己的诺言

Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed

我可以得到你的身体 却得不到你的灵魂

And you stare blankly into space

你茫然地凝视着天空

Thinking of all the time you wasted in on all this basic sh*t

一直想着自己白白浪费的感情

So I apologize

所以 我很抱歉

I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should

我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分

I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us

我很抱歉 我们的爱代表着一个时代 我要让我们的感情延续下去

And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive now

抛开一切流言蜚语 如今我们的舞台更加广阔

Meant to cry and die alone in these mansions

我们要选择在豪宅里孤独终老

Or sleep with our back turned

还是要互相扶持到老

We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn

我们应该外出度假 直到我们的背部被晒伤

We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops

我们应该放声大笑 直到我们的心脏停止跳动

And then we end a space with a dark stop

我们可以驱散阴霾 迎来光明

And let love light the way

让我们的爱尽情闪耀

Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face

我重蹈覆辙 为了保住颜面而伤害自己

I never wanted another woman to know

我从未想过另寻新欢

Something about me that you didn't know

除了你 我谁也不想要

I promised I cried I couldn't hold

我向你保证 如果无法拥你入怀 我会痛彻心扉

I suck at love I think I need a do over

我在爱里沦陷 我觉得需要做个了断

I will be emotionally available if I invited you over

如果你陪在我身边 我就会得偿所愿

I stew over what if you over my sh*t

我忧心忡忡 你能否与我感同身受

I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should

我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分

And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do

如果将来我的孩子知道真相 我甚至不知道该怎么做

If they ain't look at me the same

如果他们也用异样的眼光看待我

I would prolly die with all the shame

我会无地自容

You did what with who

你和谁在一起 干了什么

What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate

当你已经拥有灵魂伴侣 陷入三角纠纷还有什么意义

You risked that for Blue

你在自寻短路

If I wasn't a superhero in your face

如果我不是你心中的超级英雄

My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes

我必须解释自己的错误 我的心会支离破碎

And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake

等到揭掉面具 会发现一切美好都是梦境

And you go online and see

你会在网上明白一切真相

For Blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay

因为牙齿仙子都是虚幻的存在

I'm never gonna treat you like I should

我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分