this is me trying(the long pond studio sessions)

this is me trying (the long pond studio sessions) - Taylor Swift

TME享有本翻译作品的著作权

Written by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff

Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift

I've been having a hard time adjusting

这段时间我一直在努力调整

I had the shiniest wheels

我曾声名大噪

Now they're rusting

如今备受声讨

I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

我不知道如果我回来 你会不会在意

I have a lot of regrets about that

我对此感到万分遗憾

Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

将车停在可以眺望一切的地方

Could've followed my fears all the way down

我可以一跃而下 消解所有恐惧

And maybe I don't quite know what to say

或许我不知道该说什么

But I'm here in your doorway

但我已经来到你家门前

I just wanted you to know

我只想让你知道

That this is me trying

我在努力改变

I just wanted you to know

我只想让你知道

That this is me trying

我在努力改变

They told me all of my cages were mental

他们说 这一切都是我画地为牢 作茧自缚

So I got wasted like all my potential

于是我终日买醉 虚耗我的天赋

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

愤怒的时候 我的言语伤人至深

I have a lot of regrets about that

对此我感到万分遗憾

I was so ahead of the curve

我曾经遥遥领先他人

The curve became a sphere

如今回到原点

Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

远远落后于我的同窗 沦落至此

Pouring out my heart to a stranger

对陌生人倾吐心声

But I didn't pour the whiskey

但我没有喝威士忌

I just wanted you to

我只想让你知道

Know that this is me

我在努力改变

Trying

努力

I just wanted you to

我只想让你知道

Know that this is me

我在努力改变

Trying

努力

At least I'm trying

至少我在努力

And it's hard to be at a party

当我感觉伤口还未愈合时

When I feel like an open wound

真的很难尽情狂欢

It's hard to be anywhere these days

这些日子 无论在哪儿都难受至极

When all I want is you

我想要的只有你

You're a flashback in a film reel

你常常闪过我的脑海

On the one screen in my town

一晃而过 难以捉摸

And I just wanted you to know

我只想让你知道

That this is me trying

我在努力改变

I just wanted you to

我只想让你知道

Know that this is me

我在努力改变

Trying

努力

At least I'm trying

至少我在努力